Monthly Archives: June 2011

HRT – Week 5 Check-in and Pause

On the physical front, my left nipple seems to be getting a bit larger and I have noticed a bit more overall sensitivity to both of them. There are have also been some occasional twinges in both breasts here and … Continue reading

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From Why to Whatever

I’ve put a lot of personal energy into trying to understand the causal why of my trans-ness and I’ve mostly generated heat instead of light. To be honest, much of my desire in this quest for causality is to make it … Continue reading

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Stumbling Along

I’ve had some gender fatigue the past couple of weeks, and I feel like I’m starting to understand other people’s desire to just move on from this part of their life. The fatigue nearly dragged me down last Thursday night, … Continue reading

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HRT – Week Four Check-in

On the physical front, I’ve noticed that I have a tightness in my chest that comes and goes, and I’ve realized this has been there since about week two. It’s not a constriction, but more of a feeling like if … Continue reading

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HRT – Week Three Check-in

Today will see me up my dose to 2mg Estradiol today, which is the level I’ll stay at until I decide it’s time to take another step in my gender journey. In the past week I’ve had the occasional testicular … Continue reading

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HRT – Week Two Check-in

Today marks the end of week two on HRT and I’ll up my Estradiol dose to 1.5 mg. On the physical front, I had a nipple “zing” a couple of days ago – it was notable because I can’t remember ever feeling … Continue reading

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Current Events and Thoughts

I’ve been pretty quiet as of late, and much of that has been due to life being very, very busy. Today I’m sick home from work and snatching a few minutes before the cold medicine really kicks in. Yesterday I … Continue reading

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