Musings on Transition

If I never transition, does it mean I’m
just a crossdresser?
genderqueer?
male?
afraid?
deluding myself?
stuck?
pathetic?
an idiot?
confused?
deviant?
hopeless?
misguided?
stuck?
self-transmisogynistic?
a sissy?
unwilling or unable to give up my male privilege?
weak?
afraid?
overthinking it?
doing the right thing for my marriage and my kids?
fearful?
not ready?
being realistic?
accepting of my fate?
pragmatic?
unable or unwilling to make the required sacrifices?
doing the right thing?
doing the wrong thing?
doing what I must?
doing what I’m capable of?
shortchanging myself?
letting go of a possible happiness?
avoiding a bunch of emotional pain?
nihilistic?

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About cistotrans

A Seattle-area trans woman seeking a happy spot to stay at along the path of transition.
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One Response to Musings on Transition

  1. Becca says:

    Makes you very human that's all

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