Monthly Archives: August 2014

Dear Mom #3

(My counselor suggested I write a letter to my mom about how I felt she treated me the other week. This is the third, non-angry letter and incorporates feedback from my wife and other friends on and offline. You can … Continue reading

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Dear Mom #2

(My counselor suggested I write a letter to my mom about how I felt she treated me the other week. This is the 2nd, non-angry letter. I may or may not send it. Update: I wrote a third letter that’s … Continue reading

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HRT Week 29 Review

[Looking for information about male to female hormone replacement therapy dosing and effects? Read my Brief Overview of Feminizing Hormones post.] Week: 29 Dose: 4 mg/day estradiol Weight: 182 lbs. Physical: Body odor. This has been something that’s been there for a … Continue reading

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HRT Week 28 Review

[Looking for information about male to female hormone replacement therapy dosing and effects? Read my Brief Overview of Feminizing Hormones post.] Week: 28 Dose: 4 mg/day estradiol Weight: 179 lbs. Physical: Something I’ve just noticed is that my face looks different. … Continue reading

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HRT Week 27 Review

[Looking for information about male to female hormone replacement therapy dosing and effects? Read my Brief Overview of Feminizing Hormones post.] Week: 27 Dose: 4 mg/day estradiol Weight: 178 lbs. Physical: I’m tired. Much less nipple tenderness, too. Emotional: Messy, sad, … Continue reading

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Optimistic Nihilism Fueled by Ennui

I once had a therapist tell me that I was an optimist. Years later, another told me I was a nihilist. I once had a therapist tell me I was a crossdresser. Years later, I had others tell me I … Continue reading

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HRT Week 26 Review

[Looking for information about male to female hormone replacement therapy dosing and effects? Read my Brief Overview of Feminizing Hormones post.] Week: 26 Dose: 4 mg/day estradiol Weight: 177 lbs. Physical: A little less nipple tenderness, but I did have to … Continue reading

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